Ok much calmer now...

So I went on a very long walk with Anna. (We walked for like 5 hours) It gave me a chance to talk to her which is really good. We talked about her issues with Shera and Jonathan and my issues with Lily.

Speaking of Lily... I've decided to relax a bit. I've been in a relationship for so long that that is my comfort zone. And I've decided that I need to relax and just enjoy dating. Then if something happens... something happens.. and if not I have a new friend (hopefully).