I'm just their Patrick

Ok so I don't normally watch Grey's Anatomy, but last night I had five fans of the show here so I couldn't very well avoid it. (And not lose 5 friends in the process). Anyway there was this scene where Callie tells Meredith and (I can't remember her name) that they just see George as "George." They look past him and just don't really see him.

So how is this relevant?

I was talking to Rose last night and she said that is how I am like George. To all my friends I'm just a friend....

Kinda a double edged sword I guess... I get to know my friends really well and hear stuff that they tell almost no one, and I get to share in their lives in a way that few people could hope to... but on the other hand I don't get to share in their lives in other ways.

I guess I'm just angsty that I don't have someone that really sees me. I just need to keep looking for that person that we make each other's worlds stop.

Disclaimer: The preceding is not a pity party but rather a statement of my renewed resolve.
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